Last days of my engineering

Now I have started counting my days in Chandigarh. Only 20-25 day are left here. But I find these days very difficult to pass. There are lots of reasons behind this. For example clashes between the friends, don’t have any work to do etc. Now everyone is feeling very emotional. But truly speaking I have mixed feeling of emotions and the joy to leave this shit hole. In this four year I learnt many thinks specially related to judging people. I was encountered with some strange type of persons that I didn’t even imagine in my dreams. Now I am pretty confident that in the future I will not repeat my errors. Now at the end of my degree I am getting the feeling of betrayal, deceive and feigning. I am very disappointed because of all these stuff. The only thing I want is to leave this shit hole. To be honest I was not fake or dishonest with anyone during this period. But still why they have done this. Everybody knows that I never show my anger on these types of things. Because I only believe that one day they will do something good for me or realize that they were wrong. But I swear when I left this place I will break the contact with some of them. Because I thing that they don’t deserve to be friend. One of the biggest factor that is also not allowing to me stay here is the things happened in the placement time. That was the hardest blow I ever faced. That period arose many questions on my commitment and credibility. After placement time I started getting feeling of ordinariness in me. But I tried to avoid it and have confidence in me. That time showed me my actual value. These all are the example that shows my joy in leaving this place. I do have some example to feel emotional too. Till third year I didn’t find anybody as my true friends to whom I can share my inside feeling and have trust on them. But during placement time I come across or say circumstances forced many of us to share our bad time to each other. That time I felt that we can be very good friends. That time I got few good friends and also hoping to remain my friend even after the collage. My previous experience is not that good related to friendship.
Now I am feeling relief that only 20 days are left and I will go back to my family and friend.