Memories helped a lot

From last few days I am really feeling low; because of this I broke my contact from some of my best friends and told them that I am going out of station. I know I am not doing well but I want to spend some time alone. Being in the city it is not easy to avoid your friends. If I don’t lie to them then they definitely call me or message me because I know they care for me. That’s why I lied to them, friends sorry for this. So I thought to console myself from my past memories. Now I am showing some comments written by my friends when I was in the final year. These comments really helped me a lot to gain faith and confidence in me.




Ankur Gupta(1st day frnd)

Kaptaan saab .... wears his attitude on his sleeve and swear words on his tongue ( :-) ) .. my first and also my best friend in uiet ... very straight-forward and honest banda ... u rock buddy !!!!!
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Ankur Kakkar( my darling)

i got to know inder well only after 2nd year , when he was my
neighbour :P ....

it is difficult to deconstruct this man's character as you can never
say anything about his mood swings :P

jokes apart, a really nice human being to be with, inder is one of the
few people here who still retains his innocence and simpicity ,
qualities that set him apart from everyone else !!

i will remember him as the guy who boosted my morale when i was low
and whose help proved pivotal in rescuing me from many a difficult
times...

thanx inder...

hope we always remain in touch...
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Anirudh Bishnoi(my 1st roommate)

one of the most honest and straightforward guy in our class...it is
hard to meet such people and i consider myself lucky to have met
him...cheers man and all the best ..
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Sujeet (my very best frnd)

purely true at heart. and in the unconcious endeavour to be so, he has
retained his innocency, childish nature. he plays very good cricket
and TT(sirf mujhi se harta hai.aur fir paise nahi deta).at times he is
emotional. very much concerned about futur e.
keep striving man! u ll certainly succeed..
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Ishan Gupta(my best desky frnd)

very nice person in-deed and a better friend...lets say.. if it
wasn't because of this guy then i would be having a couple of supplies
pending... every paper may it b sessionals or semester in last couple
of years...you helped me alot bro...
its hard to find people lyk him who are so down to earth and so
modest...a couple of days i spent at your place in delhi... met your
family nd friends was one of the best experience of my life.... i wish
you all the luck in the world that you go nd get your dreams.... all
the best bro....
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Pankaj

inder bhaiya , kafi khush dikhne aur rehne wale insaan hai ye....
hum hai rahi pyar ke fir milege hanste hanste....
really hard working person...
shayad hi koi itni mehnet kerta hoga....
cricket ka bada courage hai isko, capt bhi hai hostel team ka....
iski hi vajeh se mai bhi khel leta hu cricket... kirpa hai inki hame
hamesha team mai khilane ki...
very helpful too during my 2nd year vocational training time.......
movie ka to dewana hai ye... koi movie lagi ho her friday ye aapko FR
ya DT mai paye jayege....
baki thoda sa luck kharab hai but he will be a successful person in
the forthcoming time....
bus last mai yahi niveden karunga sabhi friends se ki aisa hansta hua
chehra nai dekha maine life mai....
so dont do anything silly or that kind of kidding with him ki vo
fretful ho jaye.....
kyonki thoda sa jaldi hyper ho jata hai kabhi kabar... baki alright
sab chalta rehta hai dosti mai yar.....
bus jindgi mai hasna mat chodiyo.....
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Nagendra(my roommate and very good frnd)

He is one best of my best friends, we were roommates in 2nd yr .it was
the time when I get to know more about him . He is very honest,
purehearted, ladaku, nocturnal, supportive bhi hai har kisi ko apni
bike de deta hai , good in games too, he likes movies as I do, pata
nahi ye aadat mere se lagi hai ki pahle se hi thi. Khurapati bhi hai
never miss a chance to play a prank. Ye delhi ka rahne wala hai but
india gate first time mere sath 2007 me gaya tha. Without him these
years wouldn’t have been that spicy.thanks for everything bro , wish
you luck
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Arshpreet(my best fe junior)

Very lively and fun-loving person with a bit
dilapidating attitude and ever smiling face expression ...
Knowing his ideology as a frnd he is a bit arrogant for strangers...
he is very nice and helping ...
and Mr..wishing u a very successful and happy life ahead...
Advice for you is that be optimistic as i always say and never
give up your confidence and courage at small failure ..
who knows GOD might have planned something really big for you..
give your best and least rest on ALMIGHTY...

Final Verdict

So, finally the problem is sorted out between me and dad. Now the joint decision made is to go for higher studies while making effort to get into a good job. Now it’s seemed that the dark clouds are moving away and everything starts coming on track. Dad’s final decision is to try study further in my core subjects. He told me to get register for IELTS on Monday. Now I have to really work hard in coming month because first I have to improve my speaking section in English and also add something to my resume so that it seems to be more appealing. Still there are lots of obstructions in my way to achieve my dream. But I would not leave the hope until I realize that this is not possible. In my opinion the one of the threat is to clear the IELTS examination. I am pretty confident to score well in reading and listening but the problem is only with speaking. I am also confident to score good enough marks in writing. So now onward I will only talk in English. Now I am feeling very good that everything has been sorted out. Now I have to make my dad feels conceit and full of vanity. Now I am taking pledge to work hard to fulfill the expectation of dad. I won’t let you down. I will really work hard according to my will. Please god now I want something from you that please encourage me at every step. Thanks dad and mummy.

My locality : Pandara Road

Currently we are living at Pandara Road in the government quarters. The place is very dull as compared to the previous one. Here nobody interact with each others. Almost two year passed here and I don’t know even a single guy. These days I am unemployed and I am finding very difficulties to pass my time. Nobody is interested to talk nor in playing any type of sport. I am really in big trouble. Imagine I am 22 and spending my whole day at home without any interaction with outer world. How scary it is, and I am living this life. I have to go my previous place to meet my friends. I am really missing those days at my previous place with my friends. That place was awesome and full of enjoyment. The people there were very socially interactive. I have the lot of friends there and almost everyone knows me. But this place is crap is term of sociality. The degree of the sociality is almost zero here. Everyone is full of ego and attitude. I think that the main reason behind the lack of sociality in this area. One more think this place don’t have any good hanging place where people can gather for any fun. In my previous place there was a community hall which is mainly hosting the events on every special occasion. But here is nothing just piece of crap. That place was very happening each day was full of fun and of new experience. I have learned many things there with my group. Every evening we all get to gather to discuss every possible talk we can have. We all enjoyed the company of each other very well. Now see its almost four year of separation have come between us due to studies and other stuff but still we are equally comfortable with each other as we were. Only thing I learned is the faith in friendship and some wonderful friend. I know every time I will be in trouble they will be behind me to cover for me.

Clash between me and Dad's thoughts

Yea that right currently me and my dad is going through little rough patches. This is all due to the differences in thoughts. Everyday there is something happens that results in reticent. The clash is basically on the future goal for me. Actually I want to pursue my Post graduation from abroad while dad wants me to get in the government service. I really hate the government service. According to dad the government pays well and has the security in job. But in my opinion the government job is very boring and nothing to do. I want to do something extraordinary, if get in the government job then the life would be boring. On the other hand if I get the chance to pursue my Post graduation from abroad, then I could achieve my both goals of being myself and to be at top level. I can apply for government job after completion of my PG. Then there could be much brighter chance to get good designation and salary. If I join the government job these things can not be achieve. One of my main Moto is to make my dad feel conceit and full of vanity. Now I am in great trouble to choose one from them. I don’t want to hurt the feeling of my dad but what can I do in this complex situation. The only thing I can do is to wait for the final decision. Please god help me to take out from the troubled situation.

Last days of my engineering

Now I have started counting my days in Chandigarh. Only 20-25 day are left here. But I find these days very difficult to pass. There are lots of reasons behind this. For example clashes between the friends, don’t have any work to do etc. Now everyone is feeling very emotional. But truly speaking I have mixed feeling of emotions and the joy to leave this shit hole. In this four year I learnt many thinks specially related to judging people. I was encountered with some strange type of persons that I didn’t even imagine in my dreams. Now I am pretty confident that in the future I will not repeat my errors. Now at the end of my degree I am getting the feeling of betrayal, deceive and feigning. I am very disappointed because of all these stuff. The only thing I want is to leave this shit hole. To be honest I was not fake or dishonest with anyone during this period. But still why they have done this. Everybody knows that I never show my anger on these types of things. Because I only believe that one day they will do something good for me or realize that they were wrong. But I swear when I left this place I will break the contact with some of them. Because I thing that they don’t deserve to be friend. One of the biggest factor that is also not allowing to me stay here is the things happened in the placement time. That was the hardest blow I ever faced. That period arose many questions on my commitment and credibility. After placement time I started getting feeling of ordinariness in me. But I tried to avoid it and have confidence in me. That time showed me my actual value. These all are the example that shows my joy in leaving this place. I do have some example to feel emotional too. Till third year I didn’t find anybody as my true friends to whom I can share my inside feeling and have trust on them. But during placement time I come across or say circumstances forced many of us to share our bad time to each other. That time I felt that we can be very good friends. That time I got few good friends and also hoping to remain my friend even after the collage. My previous experience is not that good related to friendship.
Now I am feeling relief that only 20 days are left and I will go back to my family and friend.

Happiness And Money

When we are start our study at higher level. Then one thing is always in our mind. What should be our lifestyle? In broad way there are mainly two options, first of having lot of money and spend life in luxury and indulgence while other is the life of comfort without any lack of basic resources. Let’s talk about the first option; in this you can live life in luxury and the standard of living will be high. In this class your family member will also enjoy without any restriction of money. One most valuable thing that the person can do is the charity. This class person can help the other people which are in need. But beside these advantages there is some ill effect also like you does not able to spend time with your family. There is normally high pressure to perform well in their field every time. Now take the second class which based on the factor of comfortable. In this class person can spend more their time with family members. They don’t have much burden of work which results in the healthy life. The most important thing is the satisfaction and happiness in the family member.